Frustrations

We don't accomplish anything in this world alone ... and whatever happens is the result of the whole tapestry of one's life and all the weavings of individual threads from one to another that creates something. - www.wisdomquotes.com

Hayyy... ewan ko ba halos lahat ng presentation sa office sinasalihan ko. Ewan ko ba dun sa iba di nman sumasali. Sabi nga nung isa kong ka-group "napagkaisahan ka na naman ng mga kasama mo". Lagi naman e. Ayaw ko ng pilitin kung ayaw nila. Ang mahalaga may nagawa akong presentation para sa group namin. At least di kami lalabas na walang ginawa.

Nakakalungkot na iilan lang ang gusto magparticipate. Pero ganyan talaga ang buhay.

Sana nga maayos namin maipresent yung number namin tommorow.

Kanina Christmas party namin. After the party diretso agad ng office. Kwentuhan sa mga naging happenings sa party. Then may isang nagstart mang asar sa akin about the "exchange gift incident". Kesyo gusto ko rin nman daw kaya ako di umaalis sa harapan. Kesyo di ko daw naaappreciate ang paghanga daw nung tao. Ibinalik ko sa kanya ang tanong. "Ikaw ba maaappreciate mo yun." "Grabe ka naman" (di pa nga ako tapos mag salita e nagbigay agad ng reaction). "May gf na kya yung tao. E kung malaman yun ng gf nya. "

Ang gusto ko i-point out sa kanya, ayoko lang ng ganun na tinutukso sa may gf na o committed na guy. Ayoko kasing may masabi ang ibang tao. Lalo na kapag nakarating pa yan sa gf nya. Ayoko ng gulo. Ewan ko lang kung nakuha nila yung point ko.

Nakakafrustrate lang talaga.

Quotes to Ponder On

"Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart. Try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. Do not now look for the answers. They cannot now be given to you because you could not live them. It is a question of experiencing everything. At present you need to live the question. Perhaps you will gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day. "
Letters to a Young Poet

I've been asking myself the same old questions...ending up with same old answers... All these years I've been having a hard time dealing with these answers. Answers that might have saved my failed relationships. I keep on praying that someday I would finally meet the one.

Malapit na ang pasko. Ito na naman ang second time na magcecelebrate ako ng pasko ... a few months after a failed relationship.

Minsan naiisip ko siguro di pa pinapanganak yung guy na meant for me. Yung guy na kayang sakyan ang mood swings ko, yung attitude ko at higit sa lahat yung family ko.

4 years pa bago ko mareach ang deciding age ko to settle down or not. Mahaba pa ang panahon madami pa ang possibleng mangyari.

I'll just hope for the best...

Getting Ready for Christmas

Christmas is fast approaching. I've already finished putting up our Christmas decorations. I'm almost through with my Christmas Shopping list. ^_^

I'm so excited to give all my friends their gifts. I just hope they'll like it. Gift giving is quite costly especially now na marami ako bibigyan. Mas malaki pa ata ang nagatos ko for others than for myself pero masaya naman ako.

Makita ko lang silang nakasmile sa pag abot ko ng gift ko sa kanila ok na yun. Masaya na ako.

Sa kanila ko lang nakukuha ang happiness na hinahanap ko. Yung emptiness na nararamdaman ko nawawala kapag nakita ko na silang nakasmile.

I sure wish maging masaya ang Christmas ko this year.

Heart Breaking News

After hearing the saddest news I've ever received, I felt my heart stopped. I pretended not to be hurt. I kept on smiling but deep inside my heart was torn into pieces. Ouch! (It’s true he has a major crush on HDU kid). I once told myself that I’ll be ok but I’m not… Truth really hurts huh? He even gave her a high rating from a scale of 1-10 he gave her a 9. Ouch!

Well I can’t blame him. HDU kid’s pretty, kind, and a real head turner. I can’t imagine any guy who could resist her charming good looks.

I know this may sound a bit unrealistic for others but honestly I’ve accepted the fact that he would never fall for someone like me (as in NEVER) and that I’ve got nothing in comparison with his crushes. I don’t have CHINKY EYES and most of all I don’t even come close to look like a KOREAN/JAPANESE woman.

I guess this is it. I give up. I’m giving up my fight to win him over.

I lost the game again. The so called game of love. I kept on gambling… over and over… but I never win.

Yes I didn’t give up on love. I’m still very hopeful. But the waiting and the painful heartaches after each gamble makes me wonder will I ever win this game?

They say love is a game of chance. I don’t want to take my chances again and fail.

But when my heart starts beating again for that special someone… someone new… who knows what will happen next?

I’m just hoping that the next time I’ll fall I hope this time he’ll stay… not because he pities me but because he loves me.

As for now I’ll just have to rest for awhile and wait for that special person to sweep me off my feet.

Magmahal Muli

Magmahal muli - Sam and Say (PBB Love Song)

Umaasang magmamahal muli
Ang buong akala ko'y sya na
Kabiguan ang napala

Panghilom ng puso'y hindi madali
Ang malaman mahal mo'y
Walang pag ibig sayo

Ang umasang magmamahal muli
Syang magagawa
Huwag hanapin ang pag ibig
Ito'y darating sayo

Aking naranasan....Ohhhhhh
Ang pagluha tulad ng sa ulan
Ang umasang magmamahal muli
Syang magagawa

Huwag hanapin ang pag ibig
Ito'y darating sayo
Ang umasang magmamahal muli
Syang magagawa
Huwag hanapin ang pag ibig
Ito'y darating, ito'y darating.....
To'y darating sayo

Ohhhhhhh.....ito'y darating sayo

hayyyy...

I'll be Alright without you- Mojofly

I remember the day i gave you a place deep in my heart.
I never thought i’d be such a fool in fall for you
The way you treat me like a star
The way you tease me with your fingers
All your crazy styles
They all make me smile
But before it bloomed you left too soon
Without telling me why there’s nothing i can do but say
I’ll be alright without you, i’ll be alright

And if you say you’re sorry
I might not know what to say
I’ll be alright without you, i’ll be alright
And if you say you’re sorry
I might not know what to say

A little taste of your breath with sweet caress was all i needed
You’re the first in a thousand freaks that i adored
The way you treat me like a star
The way you tease me with your fingers
All your crazy styles
They all make me smile

But before it bloomed you left too soon
Without telling me why there’s nothing i can do but say
I’ll be alright without you, i’ll be alright
And if you say you’re sorry

I might not know what to say
I’ll be alright without you, i’ll be alright
And if you say you’re sorry
I might not know what to say

I’d be still here standing where you left me in the cold

Waiting for answers to appear
Is there someone, someone i can put the blame
I’ll be alright without you, i’ll be alright
And if you say you’re sorry
I might not know what to say
I’ll be alright without you, i’ll be alright
And if you say you’re sorry
I might not know what to say


Heaven knows - Orange and Lemons

[verse 1]
There are times when
I'm lying in my bed hug my pillow and cry
From this stupid gig
And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day,
Almost rubbed down swelling as i keep on
Digging my face in this cold hands of mine
Heaven knows how embittered i am...[chorus]
Coz this angel has flown away from me

Leaving me in drunken misery
I should have clipped her wings and made her mine for all eternity
Now this angel has flown away from me
Thought i have the strength to set her freeI

did what i did because i love her so
Will she ever find her way back home to me.... ahhhhhhhh

[verse 2]
I'm so tired i feel like catching forty winks
Being up all night in this elbow-room
That puts me in a trance
Where hopes and dreams come true
Now my lips are burning
And my eyes are hurting
From this fumes i mixed til i light another cigarette
Just to pass my time oh, heaven knows how embittered i am...

In the name of love - Yasmien Kurdi

I'd still remember
The day we first meet
There was love all around
You and me

You gazed me
Like the morning sun
Shining through my life
But seasons changed
Turn the sun into rain

And love has gone
Now we can't hold on

(chorus)
I did everything in the name of love
I did everything B
ut to fight went on and onI
tried to give in
But you keep on breaking my heart
Can't we just stop
Make it right in the name of love
In the name of love
I can't remember
The last time you said
You will love me forever and ever
If it is true we should make it last
And start over again
We need to change

No more pride and the pain
You'd understand me
As i understand you
(repeat chorus)
(repeat last verse)

I did everything in the name of love
I did everything
But to fight went on and on
I tried to give in
But you keep on breaking my heart
Can't we just stop
Make it right this time

In the name of love
In the name of love

Finding the Right One

Somebody once told me that "finding the right person is very hard and very wrong... it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there... You'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you... and don't rush things... 'coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you." You can never be perfect...the person you love can never be perfect...but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God...that's why we have marriage...it's a bond not only between you and your loved one... but also with God. Our relationships fail not because (s)he's not the right person...it's because we expected too much and we decided on our own...let God do the work...you may call it waiting time...but while you are waiting...pray. Let God guide you always...He knows better. No, He knows best. Love is not what you think it is...Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last.

Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined. When we think we're in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase "you are the most wonderful gift from GOD I have ever received..." After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say "You are the biggest mistake I've ever made for my entire life!!!" Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it? Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises like "Forever, till death do us apart, etc." would end up "Never" and "We should part ways, I'm no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!".

Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to zero degrees "She/He ain't the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come." But the big question anyone could not answer is "she/he the right one?" and "When is the right time?" That made us stick to whom we are with. Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer. Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship, You're right, there is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life.

It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself. More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.

We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it's just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we're too much dependent to them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can bury nor beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.

I got this from a bulletin post from one of my friends at friendster. For me there's no such thing as Mr. Right or Ms. Right only ideals.

I used to think that my first serious boyfriend would be my last and that we would end up together. But I was wrong.

That's when I learned that nothing is permanent...nothing lasts forever. Believe me I learned it the hard way.

But it doesn't mean I should give up on love. I still believe that someday I would meet someone really meant for me.

I love you, Goodbye?

Will you still love me
by Chicago


Take me as I am
Put your hand in mine now and forever
Darling here I stand, stand before you now
Deep inside I always knew
It was you, you and me

Two hearts drawn together bound by destiny
It was you and you for me
Every road leads to your door
Every step I take forever more

CHORUS:
Just say you'll love me for the rest of your life
I gotta lot of love and I don't wanna let go
Will you still love me for the rest of my life?
'Cause I can't go on
No, I can't go onI can't go on

If I'm on my own
Take me as I am
Put your heart in mine, stay with me forever
'Cause I am just a man who never understood
I never had a thing to prove
Till there was you

You and me
Then it all came clear so suddenly
How close to you that I wanna be

Repeat Chorus

BRIDGE:
Do you believe a love could run so stong?
Do you believe a love could pass you by?
There was no special one for meI was the lonely one, you see
But then my heart lost all control
Now you're all that I know

Repeat Chorus



Love me for What I am
Carpenters


We fell in love
On the first night that we met
Together We’ve been happy
I have very few regrets

The ordinary problems
Have not been hard to face
But lately little changes
Have been slowly taking place

You’re always finding something
Is wrong in what I do
But you can’t rearrange my life
Because it pleases you

(*) you’ve got lo love me
For what I am
For simply being me
Don’t love me
For what you intend
Or hope that I will be

And if you’re only using me
To feed your fantasy
You’re really not in love
So let me go
I must be free

If what you want
Isn’t natural for me
I won’t pretend to keep you

What I am I have to be
The picture of perfection
Is only on your mind
For all your expectations
Love can never be designed

We either take each other
For ev’rything we are
Or leave the life
We’ve made behind
And make another start

Repeat (*)

And if you’re only using me
To feed your fantasy
You’re really not in love
So let me go I must be free
You’re really not in love
So let me go
I must be free


It’s been 7 months since that incident happened. Great changes have transpired. I still can’t believe that this would happen. I thought everything was just fine. But now, you seem so distant…cold…

I miss the old times. I miss hanging out with you … I miss the “special” bond we share. I wish there was a way I could bring back the old times but it seems to me that I won’t be able to bring it back anymore.

There are times when I just wanted to talk to you about “us”…but I didn’t have the courage.

Whenever you’re around, I’ll pretend I didn’t see you. Stealing glances whenever you’re not looking.

I wish you could look into these eyes of mine and see how much you meant to me. I wish I could tell you everything I wanted to tell you.

But I guess its better this way. You didn’t have to know what I’ve been going through these past few months. I wanted you to be happy. I wanted to see you happy.

It hurts to see you go and fulfill your dreams (though you’re still thinking about it). But I know this is for the best.

I want to apologize for all the pain I’ve caused you. I didn’t mean to hurt you that much. I’m really sorry.

Initial D 4th Stage

Initial D is an anime about an 18 years old boy Takumi Fujiwara, who helps his father Bunta Fujiwara deliver tofu from their home to a hotel near Lake Akina, passing Mt. Akina on the way everyday. Takumi Fujiwara started driving since he was 13 years old. His driving skill is very good, especially in drifting.

Takumi Fujiwara and brothers Keisuke and Ryousuke Takahashi have formed "Project D," a racing team aimed at bringing their driving skills to their full potential outside their prefecture. Using the internet, Project D issues challenges to other racing teams and posts results of their races. Managed by Ryousuke, the team has Takumi engaging in downhill battles with his AE86, while Keisuke challenges opponents uphill. Among their rivals are the Seven-Star Leaf (SSR) and Todo-juku. Joining in the fun is Takumi's father Bunta, who breaks out of retirement with his Subaru Impreza WRX Type R Version V.

And now... ipapalabas na ito sa Pinas sa Channel 7. Though ipinapalabas na rin ito sa Animax. Magkakaron na kaming mga non subscribers ng animax ng chance na mapanood ang Initial D on local tv ^_^. Yipeee!

I can't wait hehe. Sana kung ipapalabas yun nasa bahay ako ^_^

Nung unang beses ko itong mapanood medyo di ko masyadong maintindihan kaya pinanood ko ulit. At dun ko na naappreciate ang whole series (from Stage 1- 4th Stage).

Count down to heartbreak

Friday. I'm making myself busy again with work. Trying to beat the deadline.

Deadlines... paperworks...

There's one deadline I won't be able to meet... A deadline that has no date.

Slowly I'm counting the days... When will he leave? When will my heartaches end?

arrrrghhhhhhhhh!

Pathetic huh?

Others may say ..oh you'll get over it.

Yes just like before I'll get over it. But it will take time.

The more I see him... the harder it gets... to finally be over him.

When will my heart stop beating for this guy?

Even if I overwork myself... exhausting myself with work... even if I don't have to...

I still find myself wondering will he stay? Will he and HDU kid finally be together as lovers?

So what if they become lovers? As if I care...

T_T...

It hurts so much to see him fall for her...

It tears me apart...

T_T

Is it over?

Time flies so fast... Until now I still don't know whether he'll stay or not. But I've got this strong feeling that he might leave the institution.

Its hard to accept the fact that he'll leave us here ... his friends... for him to fulfill his dreams.

But the question is how can he fulfill his life long dream if he keeps on doing favors for other people?

Its a tough decision to make. But he has to decide sooner or later.

It's a pity that we won't be able to continue what we have started before...

I guess were just not really meant to be...

I know for a fact that he's still in love with his long time crush ... Yes he still has feelings for her.

At first it was kinda' hmmm painful but as days pass by I've learn to accept it.

And if ever he decides to leave the institution... it'll be a great loss for me...

I didn't just lose a friend... I also lost the chance to find a good partner.

Maybe God has a plan for me... this is just a phase that I just have to go through...


Why - Avril Lavigne

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like thisLike you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?

I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're faraway
I could feel I could feel you baby, whyIt's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're faraway
I could feel I could feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this wayI need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?

Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel

I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're faraway
I could feel I could feel you baby, whyIt's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each dayIt's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this wayI need you, I need you, I need you

Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

End of the line?

Lately, I've been keeping myself busy... just to get my mind off...bry. Thoughts of him leaving the institution just cracks me up.

I never thought this day would come...

I guess this is the end of the line for both of us. We will never find out if he'll ever fall for me.

This is where our story ends...

"Tears well up my eyes as I bid him good bye... and as I turn my back tears began to fall.. I tried to stop it but I couldn't... "

Center Stage

Hehe kanina lang nagpresent kami sa Feast Day ni St. Vincent. Mala Pinoy Big Brother ang style hehe. Sinayaw namin ang Pinoy ako theme song ng PBB. Halos lahat bigay todo sa pagperform. Performance level daw hehe ^_^.

Great Teacher Onizuka (GTO)

GTO is a shounen manga series by Fujisawa Tooru, by Kodansha Comics.

It’s about a man named Onizuka Eikichi (22) who doesn't really have much prospects until one day he decides to be a teacher. The head of an academy is interested in his "methods" and lets him teach (much to the principal's...pain...>: )=

Onizuka isn't much of a teacher as far as school subjects go, but he is a VERY good teacher in "life". Each story in the manga basically deals with him straightening out his students...but with not your typical methods... This is a hilarious, and sometimes even...heartwarming...anime/manga series (you've gotta love Onizuka...no matter how stupid he is ^_^ )

- from http://www.angelfire.com/geek/tetrisnomiko/gto/gto.html

I wasn't able to watch the animated series of GTO (Oh well that's ok ..I was able to watch GTO Live instead ^_^).

GTO Live was introduced to me by a friend. I had fun watching the whole series. And there's one character who really caught my attention he is Yoshito Kikuchi. Kikuchi's character was played by Yosuke Kubozuka. He's very good at computers and he admires Onizuka.

Here's Yosuke's profile http://www.jdorama.com/artiste_561.htm and you can view his pictures at http://www.cuteclub.com. Yosuke is so cute and I really like the way he played Kikuchi's character in GTO. I wish he could visit the Philippines someday ... ^_^

The One Who Got Away

People are always talking about it.

People are always warning you, guiding you, or plain poking their noses into it.The one who got away.

When talking about "unrequited love", he never gets unmentioned. The same way goes when talking about "a love gone wrong", "a love that was never meant to be",
"a love that will never be mine", " a love that was almost mine".

The should-haves,what-haves,could-have-beens...they never run out.How do you definitely know he was the One?

Once it was said that the one you think about at certain times was the one who got away. The one your mind keeps coming back to, thinking what else you could have done to make him stay, and what you really had done to make him leave. He's the one who stirs up a boil in you with just the thought of his smile. He's the one who practically drives you to insanity but the one who makes you stay grounded.

The one who made dreams come true, and the one who failed you. The one who left, or the one you pushed away?However the circumstances placed it...he was the one who got away and you know it.

However you deny it, you know deep in your heart, someone lurks in there and keeps you wondering,how would have love fated? Would it have lasted,would it have ended as soon as it started?You just know.In the deep tresses of your heart, someone lives on.

And though you try to hide to hide it, memories will keep reminding you.

Million miles away

Make It Real
The Jets

Tonight it's been a year
We met each other here
Here I am all alone
As thoughts of you go on
Hear me cryin' out to you
You said, "Never, never would I leave
"Here's a tear from me to you
And maybe it will make you hear me

I loved you
You didn't feel the same
Though we're apart
You're in my heart
Give me one more chance
To make it real

In a dream you are here
You smile and hold me near
And in my heart I'll pretend
That you are hear again
Hear me cryin' out to you
You said, "Never, never would I leave"
Here's a tear from me to you
And maybe it will make you hear me

I loved you
You didn't feel the same
Though we're apart
You're in my heart
Give me one more chance
To make it real
Give me one more chance
To make it real

Sometimes I wish that someday everything I have ever dream of would become a reality. But I guess not all dreams come true. Maybe I aimed so high that I miss the target. I never thought that one day I would came across this dilemma. I thought everything was just fine...

Maybe some good things never last... At first I thought it was fine and that I'll be ok. But the more I thought about it the harder it gets. I really wish he'd stay even just for a little while. I still want to see him... even if he doesn't look my way. I wanted to be near him... I want to look into his eyes... "Please stay...please stay even for just awhile".

My heart aches to see him go and fulfill his dreams.

But even so... I still would want to see him happy.

Romance Test

THIS IS THE ROMANCETEST....HOWROMANTIC R U?

GET A PIECE OFPAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.

WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE INTHE SUBJECT BAR.

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOUHAVE?

a) Dark b) Light

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANTTO:

a) Go to a party? b) Go out to eat?

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOROUT OF:

a) Baby-Pink b) Yellow c) Baby-Blue d) Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUTOF:

a) Surfing b) Skate-Boarding c) Skiing

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUTOF THEFOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?

a) Louie Vuitton b) coach c) againt all odds

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACEOUT OFTHE FOLLOWING?

a) hawaii b) London c) florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOURATHER GOTO:

a) The Beach? b) Somewhere Cooler?

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?

a) January b) February c) March d) April e) May f) June g) July h) August

i) September j) October k) November l) December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:

a) Chill at home b) Go out with friends

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITEINSTRUMENTOUT OF:

a) Guitar b) Bass guitar c) Drums d) The Triangle

11) NAME A PERSON OF THEOPPOSITE SEX

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1. a. dark= sexy [5points]b. light = sweet [2 points]

2. a. go to a party = playful [2 points]b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3. a. baby-pink = cute [2]b. yellow = loud [3]c. baby-blue = cool [5]d. turquoise = sexy [5]

4. a. surfing = active [2]b. skateboarding = determined [2]c. skiing = daring [5]

5. a. Louie Vuitton = tasteful [7]b. coach = laid back [2]c. againt all odds = stylish [5]

6. a. hawaii = you like being aroundpeople [2]b. London = You are quiet, and like thecold [2]c. florida = You like to party! [5]

7. a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5]b. somewhere cooler = pale and original[2]

8. a. January = popular [5]

b. February = lovely [2]

c. March = loud [2]

d. April = playful [5]

e. May = happy [5]

f. june = chills a lot [5]

g. July = smooth [2]

h. August = fun [5]

i. September = quiet [2]

j. October = out-going [2]

k. November = pimpin' it [5]

l. December = warm [2]

9. a. home = quiet, romantic [5] b. go out with friends =crazy [5]

10. a. guitar = eye-catching [5]

b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]

c. Drums = loud [2]

d. Triangle = crazy [5]

11. This person will fall in love with you!

SCORES!!!!UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN

18-20=OKEY21-35 = Rather ROMANTIC

36+ = SUPER ROMANTIC... U ROCK !

NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2MINUTESAND YOU WILL HVE GOOD LUCK WITH YR ANSWER FOR NUMBER 11...

>>After taking this test I got 40. hehe romantic daw ako. Hopeless romantic. ^_^

Love Guru

Nakakatuwa kanina lang meron akong love match making na ginawa and it was a success ^_^. 2nd time na meron akong successful na love match making na ginawa. Nakakatuwa. Panay ang pasasalamat sa akin nung guy kung di daw dahil sa akin di sila magkakatuluyan hehe ^_^.

Pero bakit kaya ganun noh. Kung "love expert" nga ako kung ituring ng mga natutulungan ko bakit yung sarili kong lovelife di ko maisaayos. Sometimes I wonder if there's something wrong with me. Siguro nga most of my relationships are not meant to last forever. T_T

Maybe it was just a phase I had to go through before I get what is truly meant for me. ^_^ (maging positive thinker daw ba?!)

The only thing I'm proud of myself even if most of my relationships were short lived... I didn't give up on love.

Yes I didn't give up on love. I'm still hoping that someday I would be able to meet the one...di dahil sa sya na lang ang natitirang guy sa mundo kundi dahil sya tlga ang para sa akin. Yung mahal ako at mamahalin ko habang buhay. But for now enjoy na lang muna ang single life hehe malay natin diba swertihin tayo this year o kaya next year ^_^

Maghihintay pa rin ako sa pagdating ng prince ko...someday I know he would come... until then... I'll just wait for him...

Maghihintay ako...

Private Messages

Hayyy naalala ko tuloy noon panay ang exchange namin ng mga private messages hehe. Halos araw araw nag aabang ako na sana may ipadala syang message sa akin. Tapos agad agad naman akong nagrereply. Ang saya saya ko noon. Dahil din sa private messages na yan nasabi ko ang feelings ko for him.

"Kahit di mo maramdaman ang nararamdaman ko for you ok lang"

Ang drama ba? Pero yun ang nasabi ko sa kanya nun after revealing my true feelings for him. Oo tanggap ko rin na he doesn't feel the same way about me. Naalala ko pa nun gusto ko lumayo sa kanya dahil nahihirapan na ako. Pero he told me na I should stay.

And I stayed... Was it worth it? Yes! it was worth it.

Di ko pa rin alam ang conclusion ng story ko... story namin. Pero for me whatever happens I know lahat ng sacrifices will all be worth it ^_^.

Masaya ako na makita ko sya... makasabay paminsan minsan. Lalo na kapag nginitian nya ako... that's priceless ^_^

Kahit pa sabihin nilang mababa ang pay sa trabaho ko. Ok lang. Masaya pa ako. Darating din ang araw na aalis ako pero for now dito muna ako habang nakikita ko pa sya. Nakakasama. Sayang di yan maintindihan ng parents ko di ko rin pwede ipaintindi sa kanila.

Masaya ako yun lang ang alam ko. Unrealistic ba? Medyo. Pero darating din ang araw na magpupursue din ako ng ibang career and hopefully sa ibang bansa pero sa ngayon dito muna ako.

The Jealousy Test

Katatapos ko lang magtake ng jealousy test hehe well mukha nman syang accurate hehe kasi kapag nagseselos nman ako ginagawan ko ng paraan as much as possible na isantabi kasi yoko magkaron ng conflict with my ahem future beau? hehe ^_^ seriously ang indication lang nman na nagseselos ako ay biglang tumatahimik. Minsan nagsusungit. Pero di nman violent hehe.

"You are 33.33% jealous!For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.30. 8072 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that : •You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.•Occasionally, you over-react to situations.•Most of the time, you trust the people around.•Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem."

to take the test visit this link http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php

Matters of the Heart

>>Just want to share this to all of my friends... hope this might help you sort things out on matters pertaining to your lovelife ^_^

1. To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it , the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best. >>Sabi nga nila Patience is a virtue kaya wait lang tyo mga fellas malay natin nandyan lang sa tabi2 ang para sa atin diba ^_^

2. To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

3.To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart . Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

4. To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

5. To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

6. To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. >> Naalala ko tuloy noon may nagsabi sa akin na kahit masaktan man tayo ngyn at least mababaw lang madali tyong makakarecover (better to get hurt now the cut shallow) kesa nman sa paasahin tyo tapos wala rin palang mangyayari (...rather than give you false hope...the cut deep) Gets nyo censya na di ko na rin kasi maalala ang exact words na sinabi nya. Pero alam nyo tama sya ^_^

7. To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

8. To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

9. To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel. >> Wala naman mawawala kung sasabihin mo ang totoong nararamdaman mo. Ang mahalaga nasabi mo even if he doesn't feel the same way about you diba ang mahalaga nasabi mo.

10. To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go..... >> Sayang ang panahon...madami dyan baka di lang natin napapansin may nagmamahal na pala sa atin. pero kung sa tingin mo may laban pa tayo walang masama kung ipaglalaban natin ang nararamdaman natin just to win the heart of that very special person ^_^

11. TO ALL MY FRIENDS....... My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

I Believe

MU (Mutual Understanding, Mag U, Mukhang Unggoy?). Kahit ano pa ang meaning nito iisa lang naman talaga ang ibig sabihin "parang kayo...pero hindi".

Ang labo noh? Complicated ba? Para sa akin hindi.

Masaya ang may Ka MU. Di man kayo officially pero you share nman a special bonding na almost close to being in a relationship minus the commitment.

Pero napakarisky din ang mainvolve sa ganitong klase ng "relationship". Pero kahit na risky masaya naman. Masaya ako na naeexpress ko ang feelings ko for my special someone. Ibang klase ang feeling kapag kasama ko sya. Masaya na ako na makasama sya kahit saglit lang sa bus o kahit na makatabi ko lang sa upuan.

I really like like gazing into his eyes. ^_^ I like the way his eyes lit up whenever he smiles. Naalala ko tuloy nung nagkita kami last monday ang ganda ganda talaga ng ngiti nya sa akin kahit pa puyat kami pareho hehe.

Para nga akong nasa Cloud 9 nun. Ang cute cute nga nya sa suot nyang polo shirt. Lalong na highlight ang pagkasingkit ng mga mata nya. Grabe ang cute nya ^_^.

Minsan naiisip ko itanong sa kanya kung ano masasabi nya sa outfit ko. Kung maganda ba. Bagay ba sa akin? Hayyy kaso nahihiya ako e. Kung alam lang nya I wore that outfit para magpaimpress sa kanya kaso parang walang dating e. Pero may nakapagsabi sa akin na tiningnan naman nya ako nung dumaan ako malapit sa kanila. ^_^ .(sayang di ko nakita ~_^)

Halos mag give up na rin ako noon dahil akala ko talaga wala na kaming pag asa na magkaayos pa. Ang hirap nga eh. Kahit na kung minsan nasasaktan ako kapag pakiramdam ko medyo cold sya tuloy pa rin ako. Still hoping that someday we might end up being together.

Naalala ko tuloy yung kanta ni Jimmy Bondoc na I Believe. Parang story namin. ^_^ Araw araw maghihintay ako. Naalala ko tuloy nung tinanong ko sya about "us". Kung meron pa bang possibility. Ang sabi nya meron naman daw. Ask ko pa sya kung what if sya ang nasa kalagayan ko what will he do. Ang sabi nya kung noon daw umasa sya sa crush nya kahit na walang pag asa ito pa kya daw na merong pag asa. ^_^

Yan ang ups and downs ng ganitong sitwasyon pero kahit na ano pa man ang mangyari di pa rin ako bibitaw hanggat meron pa akong nakikita at nararamdamang pag asa I will never give up on "US".

There's still hope ^_^

Yup! There's still hope. At ang saya saya ko talaga. As in. Ang sarap pala ng feeling ng gnun noh. Hayyyy ang saya saya ko talaga. ^_^

Nung nakapag usap kami ng masinsinan nung last last Saturday ang super saya ko talaga. Parang bumabalik na ulit yung dati. Grabe super kilig talaga ang lowla mo hehehe.

Sana nga magtuluy tuloy na ito. I don't want to lose him. Sa totoo lang masaya ako kapag kasama ko sya.

Minsan feeling ko parang may nafifeel na rin syang "love" for me. Pero mas gusto ko pa rin malaman yun from him.
Kung minsan iba ang tingin nya sa akin. Very warm...affectionate. Pero iniisip ko minsan baka ilusyon ko lang yun. Ewan ko ba. Ganito ata kapag inlove ka.

May ibang nagsasabi sa akin na baka nagfall na sya for me pero di pa nya ma admit sa sarili nya. Pero sa totoo lang magiging napakasaya ko kapag nangyari yun.

Kailan kaya? Sana nga mangyari yun. Hayyy namimiss ko na sya.

Love and Longing

I longed for the past... the memories we have shared together... Parang kailan lang ang saya saya natin noon. Punung puno ng pag asa na someday we will be together...

Nakakamiss na yung dating samahan natin. Namimiss ko na ang smile mo. Ang gaan ng pakiramdam ko sa tuwing kasama kita.

Makita lang kita buo na ang araw ko. Namimiss na kita. Sobra...

Sana pwede pa ibalik yung dati... sana pwede pa..

Will he fall for me?

I've always dreamed that someday he would fall for someone like me. Though I'm not the type of girl he would normally fall for...

And though there's a very slim chance that he would fall for me. I'm still very hopefully that someday he would feel the same way about me. May konting kirot sa puso ko kapag nakikita ko syang sweet sa ibang tao specially girls just like kanina. "Ouch!" Yan na lang ang sinasabi ko sa sarili ko. " Ilusyunada ka kasi. Wala kang karapatang masaktan."

Wala naman siguro masamang mangarap di ba. Pangarap lang naman.

Naalala ko pa noon halos sumuko na ako... "Ayoko na" sabi ko sa sarili ko. Tama na ang paghihintay... dahil mukha namang walang mangyayari.

Pero everytime na gusto ko ng mag give up at mag move on... yung memories namin together lagi kong naaalala. Namimiss ko na ang dati naming samahan.

I wanted to tell him how much he means to me.

Gusto ko sya tanungin kung may pag asa pa ba kami... pero natatakot ako. Ayokong isipin nya na pinepressure ko sya. Saka natatakot din ako malaman ang isasagot nya.

Hanggang ngayon panay pa rin ang tanong ko sa sarili ko hanggang kailan kaya ako maghihintay... Kakayanin ko kayang makita syang mapunta sa iba?

Oo pero alam ko masasaktan din ako. Pero kakayanin ko yun. Sa una lang naman masakit at mahirap pero alam ko kakayanin ko.

Sabi ko sa kanya noon sabihin nya sa akin kung wala na talaga. Maiintindihan ko nman sya eh.

Oo maiintindihan ko sya pero masasaktan pa rin ako.

Masasaktan...

Luluha...

Malulungkot...

Manghihinayang...

Deepest...Darkest..Secret EXPOSED!

Hayyyy... Ang malas ko nmang araw na ito. Sa lahat ng pwedeng mangyari bakit yun pa. Hayyy ewan ko ba.. Lesson learned don't drink too much coffee. And don't forget to ... right after drinking coffee... it's bad for your health and your reputation.

Grrr tlga bakit kasi ngayon pa nangyari kung kelan nandun pa ang crush ko grr tlga...

Ayoko ng pumasok bukas. Wala akong mukhang maihaharap sa kanila. I never felt so humiliated. Paano ko sila haharapin bukas lalo na sya..

Kakahiya tlga. T_T

Risks

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned the hard way that some poems don’t rhyme and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next –Delicious Ambiguity Gilda Radner


Ang sabi nila ang buhay daw ay parang sugal. Di mo alam kung mananalo o matatalo ka. Pero kahit ganon marami pa rin sa atin ang sumusugal… nangangarap na baka manalo. Bakit kaya nila pinili ang mag take ng risk?

Maraming dahilan. Pero ako iisa lang ang dahilan ko. Gusto ko kasi malaman ang sagot sa mga tanong ko kaya ako nagtetake ng risk. Pero bago ako magtake ng risk I make sure na kaya ko harapin ang mga consequences ng pagtake ko ng risk.

I don’t want to live in regret. I want to take the chance while I still can. Gusto ko kasi when I look back… masasabi ko sa sarili ko na you did your best. ^_^

For the past 26 years ang dami ko ng risks na tinake merong maganda nman ang kinalabasan meron din nmang malungkot ang ending. Pero kahit ano pa ang mga kinahinatnan ng risks na yon I’m glad I went through that experience.


Dont be sad because its over... Be happy because it happened (“,)

Naniniwala pa rin ako na sasusunod na magtake ako ng risk... it'll be worth it ^_^

Faith in Fate

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Faith in Fate by Katrina A. Holigores (Philippine Daily Inquirer July 16, 2005)

Any great detective will ask himself a series of questions in order to solve a mystery. Fans of CSI are treated to theories in every episode as each forensics team double guesses the COD of their victims. We on the other hand, do not have the storyline and script written out for us, so we search endlessly for answers to our future. The question we should ask ourselves though is, how much do we really want to know? We are spoiled by a deluge of pirated DVDs which enable us to finish an entire season of a show without having to wait like the rest of the world. I admit that if I had to sit through "24" without finding out what happens in the next episode I would go mental. It is probably because we now have access to quicker answers (don't know something? Google it) that takes our attention away from the present and finds us fixated on how everything is going to turn out in the end.

REALITY

Ok, here's the reality, there are no guarantees in life except one, we are ALL going to kick the bucket someday. So, what you do between today and bucket-kicking should be worth something. Here are some actions or attitudes that most of us are guilty of (myself included): We want to be told the future, instead of being mindful of the present. We rely on others for answers instead of finding them on our own. We keep asking for advice, suggestions, people's opinions instead of trusting our own instinct. We preach, scold, reprimand, are quick to come to judgment and forget how much we resent being on the receiving end. We boast of being more "spiritual" than religious, yet not really sure what either means. We compare, compete with those around us later realizing that there is really nothing to be won. We let the fear of loss out weigh all other feelings and deny ourselves a life lived to the fullest. (Risks have to be taken every now and then you know).

If one or two, or all of the above ring a familiar bell in your head, not to worry, you're just as human as the person next to you. What supposedly separates an adult from a child is being able to believe in something that is intangible. To have faith or to trust in what the eye cannot see but what the heart, or for some, the soul can feel. There is an eastern philosophy that suggests when you "pray" you should simply say "I am grateful because everything I need is on its way to me". Oh, if only it were that easy to just trust in that and believe it to the hilt. If you are young, active, ambitious then just the thought of NOT HAVING TO WORK to get what you want is almost incomprehensible. Oftentimes we hold on desperately, needily to something we feel we cannot live without. When life forces you to let go you are often shocked at how much you didn't really need said thing (or person) at all. You see, Life is a lot smarter than we give it credit for. Fighting for something you believe in may just turn out to be defending one’s pride. There are times when we really just have to surrender gracefully and allow things to take its course.

RELIGION

Religion may sometimes provide us with answers on what to expect down the line. For Christians if you follow what it says in the Bible, you go to Heaven, for Buddhists, its about Karma and celebrating the Divinity in oneself and others, for the Hindus, how you live this life will determine what you will be reborn as in your next life. (Do you really really want to come back as a cockroach?) in Western astrology, your natal chart indicated the position of the planets on the day, hour, year and place of your birth. These planets are said to send energies that may influence your behavioral patterns throughout your life. All the practices mentioned above claim to be based on fact, but what keeps the believers going is faith.
It would be a lot easier if we used acceptance instead of anger when things don’t work out the way we expected. That actually surrendering the notion that if it was meant for you it will come. Or even harder, that everything that happens at a perfect time. If we are to believe that there is something out there that is indeed concerned about our welfare then we should also believe that whatever hurdles we face are just part of the process, they are not there to turn us into miserable, bitter people. If this weekend you indeed choose to find your religion or revamp your faith in a Higher Plan, then I wish that everything you truly need is on a celestial express package enroute to you.

>>Naalala ko tuloy yung kantang Will of the wind. Marami sa atin ang nagtetake ng risks para malaman ang sagot sa mga tanong natin. At isa na ako dun. Napakadaming risks na ang tinake ko. Minsan panalo pero madalas talo. Pero bakit kaya sa kabila nun eh madalas pa rin ako magtake ng risks? Simple lang dahil gaya ng nakakarami sa atin gusto ko malaman ang sagot sa madami kong tanong sa buhay. Ang buhay parang sugal. Totoo yan. Tatawid ka lang sa may EDSA papuntang Heritage sumusugal ka na rin eh pano ba naman sa dami ng mabibilis na sasakyan na dumadaan dun laging nasa hukay ang isa mong paa. Sabi nga nila magkakaheart attack ang sinumang tumawid dun hehe ^_^. Pero kidding aside, ang buhay punung puno ng risks.
Lakasan lang ng loob sa pagtake ng risks. Kahit kakabog kabog ang dibdib ko bago ako magtake ng risk iniisip ko na lang ang mangyayari after ko magtake ng risk. Ang tao daw ang gumagawa ng sarili nyang kapalaran. Hmmmm totoo kaya ito?
Kung minsan mahirap din humabi ng sarili mong kapalaran. Mas makakabuting ipagpasa Diyos mo na lang ang kapalaran mo yan ang sabi ng iba.
Everything happens for a reason... failure shouldn't lead to misery. Kahit nabigo ka tumayo ka pa rin at ipagpatuloy ang buhay. Isipin mo na lang na ang lahat ng pinagdadaanan mo ngayon ay part lng ng process that will lead you into something much better that you've ever imagined.
Enjoy life! Minsan ka lang mabubuhay sa mundong ibabaw kaya make the most out of it ^_^