Thursday, October 06, 2005

Count down to heartbreak


Friday. I'm making myself busy again with work. Trying to beat the deadline.
Deadlines... paperworks...
There's one deadline I won't be able to meet... A deadline that has no date.
Slowly I'm counting the days... When will he leave? When will my heartaches end?
arrrrghhhhhhhhh!
Pathetic huh?
Others may say ..oh you'll get over it.
Yes just like before I'll get over it. But it will take time.
The more I see him... the harder it gets... to finally be over him.
When will my heart stop beating for this guy?
Even if I overwork myself... exhausting myself with work... even if I don't have to...
I still find myself wondering will he stay? Will he and HDU kid finally be together as lovers?
So what if they become lovers? As if I care...
T_T...
It hurts so much to see him fall for her...
It tears me apart...
T_T

1 comments:

Arthur Y. Abon on 9:04 PM said...

Hay naku bestfwend...Wag mo patayin sarili mo sa work just to forget him...Try mo nman mag relax...go shopping or kaya manood ka ng movies...pede rin treat urself sa parlor or spa para lang kahit papaano magkaron ka kahit sandali ng peace of mind.Sa ginagawa mo lalo kang tatanda nyan...Magpahinga ka naman sa work and also sa kakaisip kasi kahit anung gwin mo if he really wants to leave wala taung magagawa.And di mo rin sya makakalimutan kahit magbabad ka pa kahit isang week kang di umuwi sa haus mo and mag non-stop na work..still maiisip mo pa rin sya and un soon na pag alis nya...kasi siguro isa rin sa dahilan eh un place na pinagtrabuhan mo...kasi the more na nandyan ka and nagpapakababad sa work the more na maiisip mo sya kahit na ano pang gawin mo para maging busy ka...know y...ksi kahit anung sulok dyan sa opis mo maalala mo sya dahil dyan din sya nag work and marami kaung memories na nangyari dyan sa opisina mo...So if I were you magrelax ka na lang spend mo un wikends mo with ur friends,family or kahit sa sarili mo lang...lumabas ka magpakasaya...i hope nakatulong ako...basta andito lang lagi ako ha...miss yah!

 

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